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National Poetry Month Spotlight: Sandra Kolankiewicz

The Acrobat

Of course you are terrified,
your breath gone, heart in your ears
like a dull adz thumping the branch
you can’t split, that pins
your joy to the ground,
torn from the tree that you climbed
the day you first learned
you had wings.

Certainly all admired your fix
on the view, the fierce
flesh about to leap at the horizon
as if you were a performer up so high
none of your spangles were scratched,
legs had no dimples,
no skin sagged below the shimmering hide
that was markless and boneless
in its apparent strength.

You see it now, don’t you?
How each soul at the end
of a telephone tether
gasped when you tried to fly?
When you turned into a third person
and sat with them, watching yourself
arch toward the void, missing
your mark, no net but a forest below,
and you, surprised by real trees that met in
true notches that, plunging,
you cracked until you found
the moss-covered floor.

Here you lie,
finally afraid because you survived
and can consider it now
while you wait, first, for the ambulance
and, then, for the ones who forever show up late,
except for the undertaker who always arrives
the moment your heart gives out to metaphorical thrombosis,
or the symbolic blocked carotid artery
bursts up through your ear drum,
or that one little blood clot in your lung
emblematically shakes loose as a result
of the fall and the oomph of the ouch, in spite of the fact
you can still wiggle your toes
and nothing is broken.

Soon you will realize
the most important tissue is connective,
and that, of whatever is left for you,
suppleness will be mandatory,
the ability to stretch, reach,
maintain required even there
on your back in the forest leaves
from last summer, your sinews
holding the disparate parts of the body together,
like the clavicle, for instance,
which, with the small, stacked vertebrae,
is the only support for your neck
besides the damp ground
where you sprawl and
hope while they are not coming
and instead are still looking for you in the sky.

Poem first appeared in the inaugural print edition of Red Ochre Lit, Oct 2011.

Q: What is your writing process?

A: I usually hear a first line of something and scribble it down if I’m not near a computer.  I take it as far as I can and then try to shape it.  At some point I start trying on different forms so that it can grow into what it is supposed to be. If I’m not careful, I’ll edit the first effort so much that I lose whatever spark it had–so I try to save various drafts just in case I go too far and ruin it by thinking too much.

Q: Is there an exciting poet (emerging or established) whose work you just discovered this year?
A: I just love Robin Skelton’s The Shapes of Our Singing.  I am blown away by his scholarship on poetic forms and also by the fact that he composed all of the examples, which is an extraordinary achievement.  In my dreams I do what he does so fluidly that no one notices the form.
Q: If you could go on a one-week writing retreat anywhere in the  world, where would you travel?
A: A morning when I get up at 5 and write while everyone is asleep, a time when I am so into what I am writing that I forget who and what I am, and all that matters is the energy I feel through creating.   If everyone would just stay asleep an hour longer some Saturday dawn when I’m really grooving on a poem–that would be a writing vacation!
Sandra Kolankiewicz’s stories have been published widely in journals.  Her chapbook Turning Inside Out won the Fall 2007 Black River Chapbook Competition, and her novel Blue Eyes Don’t Cry won the Hackney Award for the Novel in 2008.  She teaches Developmental English at West Virginia University Parkersburg.

National Poetry Month Spotlight: Sandra Kolankiewicz

Voyage of the Ambien Eater

Don’t say you never do it or something
like it—up and sleeping through cup cakes with

mustard sauce,  crunching pasta right out of
the box.  Before that, you whipped out credit

in inappropriate places, confessed
to strangers about your noble uncle’s

club foot, buddied Jim and Jack. You knew each
late night pitch man, in fact believed them all,

tried to colon cleanse but survived just one
week.  Who can swallow so many herbs?  Though

you’ve joined the lotus eaters, you still don’t
rest, typing in your pass word en route to

meeting with a big shot’s one-eyed son, then on
to face the Sirens after palace life.

Who knows what will turn up in your Sent Mail,
under your trolling history, on your

caller ID, slaughtering what cow, the
counter a mess after you’ve descended

at midnight to hear Agamemnon on
his wife, Tantalus on thirst, Sisyphus

pushing his load even over a meal
as you eat your way back to those who wait.

Q: Where is your favorite place to write?

A: I have a tendency to scribble on whatever piece of paper I can find when an idea comes to me.  I used to work in what I called “The Fort,” which is a little writing corner I made in my attic, but I seem to be using the laptop in the kitchen these days when I am putting something into manuscript form.
Q: Do you remember the first poem you read that really blew your mind?
A: The first poem that blew my mind was “Dulce et Decorum Est” by Wilfred Owen, which I read probably when I was in middle school.  Until then, I thought poems were little ditties that rhymed.
Q: What is the most interesting thing that has happened to you in the last 12 months?
A: The most interesting thing that has happened to me in the past 12 months is that I became a crone.
Sandra Kolankiewicz’s stories have been published widely in journals.  Her chapbook Turning Inside Out won the Fall 2007 Black River Chapbook Competition, and her novel Blue Eyes Don’t Cry won the Hackney Award for the Novel in 2008.  She teaches Developmental English at West Virginia University Parkersburg.

Sandra Kolankiewicz Reads In Ohio This Weekend

Sandra Kolankiewicz, Black River Chapbook Competition winner and author of Turning Inside Out, will read as part of the Evergreen Arts & Humanities Series this Saturday, November 6th, at 8 PM. Here’s the info:

About the Series

The Evergreen Arts & Humanities Series is poised to bring another year of quality programs that highlight locally, nationally and internationally acclaimed lecturers and performers to the Washington State Community College campus and the community at large. The Series strives to bring variety, diversity, information and entertainment to their audiences while remaining committed to programming appropriate for all ages and interests.

The Event

Nov. 6, 2010: An Evening with Creative Women of the Mid-Ohio Valley
Lecture: 8 p.m.
Poets Dr. Christina Veladota and Dr. Sandra Kolankiewicz and authors Nancy Pansing Wyman and Megan Krivchenia will read selections from their latest works in celebration of their recent publications.


Washington State Community College
710 Colegate Drive
Marietta, OH 45750


The Fall, 2010 Black River Chapbook Competition

Black Lawrence Press is now accepting submissions for the Fall, 2010 Black River Chapbook Competition.

The Black River Chapbook Competition is a semi-annual prize from Black Lawrence Press for a chapbook of short stories or poems. The winner receives $500 and publication. Previous winners of The Black River Chapbook Competition include: Helen Marie Casey, Frank Montesonti, D. E. Fredd, Sandra Kolankiewicz, Tina Egnoski, T. J. Beitelman, David Rigsbee, Lisa Fay Coutley, and Amelia Martens.

How to Enter

Please follow this link for information on how to submit your manuscript for The Black River Chapbook Competition.

The deadline for submissions is October 31.

We look forward to reading your work!

A Book That Deserves To Be Known

We’d like to thank the good people over at Neon for the review of Turning Inside Out by Sandra Kolankiewicz. Turning Inside Out won the Fall, 2007 Black River Chapbook Competition. Here’s a section from the review, written by J.S. Watts:

The poems in Turning Inside Out are searching, atmospheric, at times disquieting and always riveting. This is a book that deserves to be known and not kept a secret as seems to be the fate of many poetry collections.

You can read the entire review here.

Turning Inside Out is available from Black Lawrence Press and Amazon. You can also order it at your local bookstore.

From the Refrigerator into the Fire

Sandra Kolankiewicz, author of Turning Inside Out, has published a piece in Quiet Mountain Essays. The essay, “From the Refrigerator into the Fire: Why I am like a MADD Mother”, is about her experiences raising an autistic son.

You can read the essay here.

These Are Earned Offerings

There is a new review of Turning Inside Out by Sandra Kolankiewicz in Quiet Mountain Essays. In the review, Suzanne Sunshower writes:

In each offering of this slim volume, Kolankiewicz seems to take a big bite out of some past life. She then mulls it over carefully, making a few judgements along the way. A reader has the feeling that this author has lived many lives (or at least a few), and has survived them all, intact, to tell their tales. These are earned offerings…

You can read the entire review here.

Turning Inside Out won the Fall, 2007 Black River Chapbook Competition. It is available from Black Lawrence Press and Amazon.